You wonder and believe that things are okay but truthfully the are not. You still have worries and doubts regarding your current situation. Like right now it’s my new relationship, I want us to last forever even in the end there is no such thing as forever. But I mean I don’t deserve someone like her she just is way to kind, to beautiful, to perfect for someone like me who is emotionally unstable and has issues. But even tho we end up not lasting all I want is her to find the right person for her
Someone that will treat her way better they I ca ever treat her. She means the world to me and it hurts me inside that I’m not the guy for her.